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Right and Left Angels.

It has been said that The Prophet once explained that all of Adam's children is taken care of by two angels. The right angel is more powerful than the left.
If an Adam's child made a wrong the angel of left would ask angel of right, "What should I write down?"
Right angel will say, "Don't write down anything unless he has done 5 wrongs."
Left angel asks again, "If he has done 5 wrongs, what should I write down?"
Right angel would answer "Leave it, until he does a good deed because Allah has told us that a good deed will receive 10 pahalas (I do not know what you would call this in English). His 5 previous wrong deeds will be terminated and we will keep for him the balance of 5 pahalas."
Shaitan was stunned to hear this, and said, "If this is the case, then how am I ever able to ruin Adam's children?"
Such are Allah�s blessings upon His servants; His love knows no bounds.