Turn around Bright Eyes

every now and then i fall apart

27 apreeeee

geeeeeeeeeez loooooouiiiiiise!!!!
if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say anything at all.
no one in your life is with your constantly, no one is completely on your side.
you love me but you dont know who i am i'm torn between this life i lead and where i stand
yesterday i tried to translate avril's she wants to go home but nobody's home thats where she lies broken inside - dia nak balik rumah, tapi takder sapa, disitu dia baring, pecah didalam. and omygaw how ugly is that?
eva won last night's america's next top model. i thought yaya looked a lot like tyra. my mother prefers yaya over eva. i think yaya sucks.
everytime i see kerr smith and his name i thought about dawson's creek and he was gay. in dawson's creek. so to me kerr smith is always gay. i'm sorry kerr smith it's dawson's creek's fault.
today is the day. i'm starting to get bonsai butterflies. we should all go and ask janice what she really meant by bonsai butterflies. what the freaking heck are bonsai butterflies? do they even exist?
today a stranger wished me an early happy birthday and he asked if there will be a celebration? why would there be a celebration? i dont want a celebration. i dont want to turn the age of a quarter of a century (i couldnt even say it. arrrr). i dont want my birthday take it away take it away. no one should remember my birthday except me because i am going to buy myself a birthday present and i am so stoked because i want it to be a book about alexander. alll about alexander. mmmmmmm.
no one else i know reads starwars and dune books.
once on room raiders this guy picked up a girl's diary and started reading it. he pointed out that she misspelled the word 'Diary', and wrote 'Dear DAIRY' instead. i thought that was seriously funny and if i were the girl i would be completely mortified. Dear Dairy! AHAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAA that is seriously, seriously A GOOD ONE.
i am so bored.
reminder: never ever write about work because it is very dangerous to do so.