Turn around Bright Eyes

every now and then i fall apart

august 23

BSB videoscope.

we've got it going on - hahahaha! omygawr! how young you boys look! nick! is a child!! ahahahhahahahahhaa! i remember! jam on cause backstreet's got it, come on now everybody, we've got it going on for yeeears..

quit playing games - ohmygawr. there are shots of howie d's (gyrating) wet abs everywhere. isn't it sad how they keep doing that? i mean, how would kevin feel? his wet abs weren't on display. there it is again! stop it!! stop the madness!! arrrggghhhhhhh!! ps: they remind me of how wet abs were permanently displayed in take that's back for good video too. at least they were howard's, robbie's and jason's. but not mark. too sprawny. gary's? he doesnt have any. (at the end of that howie d completely ripped his shirt away from his body. heh. nice, howie d. reeeal nice.)

everybody - love this! mmm. howie d as a vampyre looks kinda.. hot. kesian dia. the only time he's hot is when he dons a costume? tsk. ah, that monster dance. awesome. maybe it will be like 13 going on 30 and 30 years later a grown-up 90's child will dance this way and be really cool.

i want it that way - hahahhahaacannotstoplaughingi'mthinkinghowblink182parodiedthisonehahahaohmygawrthisisabsolutelyhilarious!! watch AJ. watch him, watch him! haha! there he goes again! he's over reacting! there's the slide! ohmygawr AJ, you make me pee in my pants!!!!!

larger than life - wahheyy! this one's kinda cool. yes, boys, can't you see can't you see? how your love's affecting our reality. everytime we're down, you can make it right and that makes you larger than life. wohoo!

show me the meaning of being lonely - love. this. LOVE. enough said.

the call - yeah, this is cool too. and hmmm. howie d is .. okay with that long hair. hmmmm.

and finally, incomplete - funny movements. depicting lyrics. heart. swimming. listen. falls down on one knee. broken. AJ's hand gestures. nick's facial expressions. snicker. snicker. giggle. bwahahahaha.

sigh. sweeties, boys, i love you guys. i honestly do. but that was a long time ago, you know? i've grown. physically (dammit!) and mentally. as much as i hate to admit it, times, unfortunately, has passed (dammit!). so now i think you guys are just corny. and should retire. kevin. re.tire. (or at least move on in terms of music. observe: justin timberlake) you're not backstreet boys anymore. you're backstreet men. teeny-boppers worshipping is kind of freaky, okay?
for what it's worth, i think you were really awesome back then. xoxo.