27th feybruarry
dear dairy,
something incredible happened today. i didn't feel like dying!! during aerobics!! in fact i focused and i think did a whole lot better!! here are more !!!'s!!!
does this mean that i'm finally, gasp, MINOR-ly fit? could be. or we didn't have a really hard work out this time.
whatever, i am going to have vmars's body even if it means torture and pain and descending into valhalla. ohdude. i think i'm going to cry. (whimper)
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so i have been replacing god with dude. as in ohmydude and dude.honestly. i've tried a lot of other words (like ghost. goat. wikibanana(not really)) but they don't work. since i like the word dude a lot, so. the reason is i have thoughts that saying ohmygod a lot is almost blasphemous. i don't know. i'm weird.
so far i have been 60% successful. it's really hard to remember to replace that special word.
it's hard saying goodbye, and my heart was really major heavy. but it's only temporary, i promise, i promise.