april 27 - hell no
"isteri mithali takkan benarkan suaminya masak!"
"tula, ada orang tu dulu jual mahal sangat."
OH HELL NO YOU DIDN'T.
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in the middle of chapter house dune, i've come to the realisation that i don't care. i don't care! i don't care, mother superiors, i don't care! i don't care if the honored matres discover you and obliterate you into nothingness. i don't care about the new worms. i don't care you're trying to create a new dune. i don't care if bene gesserit is threatened. i don't care about your concerns of murbella. i don't even care about duncan anymore. i think i was done right after leto turned into a huge fat worm. that's right. i haven't been able to go past that. leto was a big fat worm. fat worm. gross. leto is gone. and so has my duncan. who are all these duncans you have reborned? they are not a shadow of the original duncan and the second. i'm done. i'll trudge through this only one time, dude help me. but i'm not coming back. my loyalty has ended with the real children of atreides. i'm done.
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we women have, to tell the truth,
an odd fancy in this matter;
whatever we cannot easily get
we will cry after and crave all day.
forbid us a thing, and we desire it;
press it upon us, and then we will flee.
the wife of bath, the canterbury tales by geoffrey chaucer.