dec 14 - i believe in
fall out boy, i have fallen out of love.
it's nothing serious, really. it's just that i thought i would really really love all your songs. i thought we would really click. i thought i could listen to you day and night and then feel awesome. i really love dance dance and sugar, we're going down even though they are kind of weird songs and none of my friends are into them as much as i am. i was planning to buy the cd but as usual, other worldly material came first (shakespeare's julius caesar for two bux, SCORE) but i had it in mind. and then later i heard "i believe in love" and the radio deejay said it was you and i was all, "she's wrong. isn't that the song by (the) jet? never liked (the) jet much anyway.", and yesterday i heard it again and this time my ears weren't wrong. the song is by you. and i hated it. hated. it. it doesn't sound like you. or it wasn't the you that i had in mind. and now it's stuck in my head like a skipping record; "i believe in love! i believe in love!" but i don't believe in love. not in you, anymore. it's like, before this you were the boyfriend that i just couldn't find faults of. now you're like a friend that at first i liked, but as time passes is kinda annoying. but still, whom i like very much. just that, maybe we shouldn't spend so much time together.
so i guess this is it. good luck with your future endeavors. who knows, maybe i'll find my way back to you someday. i'm sorry it had to end this way. but hey, we could still be friends,
right?