Turn around Bright Eyes

every now and then i fall apart

july 17 - even so

i dreamt that we visited a jail. must have been juvie because there were kids inside. the rooms were small with very high ceilings(i wrote feelings LOL). and then suddenly - the jail was actually behind our house. right next to the fence. and then suddenly - i was in a jail cell. with my brother. i don't have a brother.
i bet this dream was brought to me by the latest advertisement for prison break in which michael seemed to have lost his mind/reached his breaking point and people kept calling/screaming "michael! michael! MICHAEL!" and he appeared to be in a catatonic state with those eyes so blue.

2 things that bugged me like the bubonic plague:

1. from which movie/tvshow does this script comes from: "pretty soon it'll be just nn(giggles)". the young woman was explaining to someone (a guy maybe) how her short name keeps getting shorter and soon it will only be just the first letter(N).

2. from which f.r.i.e.n.d.s episode/s rachel said, "even so, ..."


yesterday i realised one of my ankle was a little swollen, the ankle that has been hurting for about three weeks which i should have gone and see the doctor about, but that i postponed even putting ahead taking leave to watch harry potter(which has yet to materialize, so, prioritizing movie over doctor: 0), then i checked symptomschecker on the internet and got freaked out, so i did go to the doctor and it turned out it was a ligament pull and nothing that serious. that i waited three weeks of pain for. so, you know, way to go! self!