oct 21 - murdered.
so, i had this dream. in this dream i was about to be betrothed. to a dude whom i may or may not have met before. the thing is, i had to choose between two dudes. whom i may or may have not met before. but i knew both have good english. which was one of the top-most things i considered in doing the choosing. so i chose one after another, and we were about to be betrothed. and i have arrived at the place of the betrothal. and suddenly there were this breaking news - the dude was killed last night. no, seriously, this really happened in the dream. he was murdered. the night before the betrothal day. and my uncle was more upset about this than i was. and i was like, oh, okay... the other dude then. and then i remembered he was also killed a few days before. so there really wasn't any choice. (and apparently there has been a series of murders in the area)seriously, true story.
so even in dreams this could happen to me, what hope is there of me getting married in real life? right? i better put this down in a letter to mom, cause when i'm 100 and still unmarried, it would be hard to explain about this dream because i might forget or might get the details mixed up.