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every now and then i fall apart

may 10 - i finally say things about bandidas

i've been thinking, i hardly ever want to write anything now. i have no thoughts worthwhile to remember. i used to have opinions on everything, mostly about television. i hardly ever watch television now. perhaps that explains this vacuum of absent thoughts. i miss the times when i am hit by inane things to write down, and to amuse myself in the future. those moments are hard to come by.

random thoughts:

1. opening a science fiction is like having feelings of familiarity; like coming home. i cannot explain it, the words most people won't get, but it's like being wrapped in a huge, warm, comforting blanket. love.

2. i've been reading bagsnob.com for a while now, and have been drooling over the luxurious goods though i could never ever afford them. i knew i had it bad when i said in a conversation, "her blue phyton tod's was absolutely gorgeous." then it hit me like a ton of bricks that phyton = dead animals = animals KILLED for their skin to make bags that costs THOUSANDS of dollars. i was just horrified that i have been advocating senseless animal killings. how could these things go on! madness. and people pay! for them! absolutely unbelievable and even if i could ever afford any of it i would never DREAM of having any of it. i have a folder in which i list to die for bags, and one of them is this just tdf VBH blue phyton bag, but, no. i'll stick to my red velvet got for free from lancome handbag, thanks.

3. i've been meaning to write down why exactly elliot yamin's baby i'll wait for you song, for me is about a dude who beats up his gf, since forever and especially when it started hitting airplays again, but even now it has passed and i still haven't done that. maybe later.

4. is it just me or even i don't understand the above?

5. i finally saw twilight and i must admit that the movie nicely executed, from a person wouldn't touch them books with a ten-foot pole. thank god i did not catch the rob pattinson fever. kristen stewart was very pretty though, but i couldn't understand why she became so popular at her new school. edward is quite funny with his brooding looks, but i guess if i were bella i'd fall for him too. so, nicely done, twilight director, but the sparkle in the sunlight part was really cheesy. sheesh.

6. i feel like my command of any language is going to the dogs. what i'm really good at, is, cat talk. great. just... great.

7. i didn't realise the gravity of going around picking up monetary contributions for a wedding of someone whose name is mine except for an additional letter - until just now. (written down sometime ago)

8. Digging www.featherlove.com, To remember: leopard print on purple stripes, seen on Vanessa gossip girl,
Yellow cardigan on black and white checks, paul smith (written some time ago)

9. Chic: you�re doing it wrong: Turtleneck + seen EVERYWHERE shawl wrapped around your shoulders,
On the road between sooka sentral and kl sentral, in the midday sun. oh honey, just... NO. (sometime ago)

10. on behalf of helen keller i am appalled at this lyrics by 3OH!3:

Shush girl shut your lips,
Do the Hellen Keller and talk with your hips.

pesky kids with unintelligible band names. they'd better stay off my flower beds.

that's it!

must have more enthusiasm for things.

oh one more, i saw bandidas, only on the second time did i manage to watch until the end, it was just hilarious, and before that i never thought penelope de cruz is actually really lovely. salma hayek, of course she is, but i just love them in this.