june 27- cold mountain
finished charles frazier's cold mountain today. still bummed about it. i feel lost, i want to read another book but what could top this tragic love story right now? nothing seems right.
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i think the real reason i'm angry and jealous is quite personal. that he already has a girlfriend but he still goes to her who have been acting too girly and very much damsel in distress. that i'm there just being myself and still going nowhere. that if what it takes is to be weakish and damsel-in-distress-y then i'll never get there because i could never ever be that way.