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every now and then i fall apart

june 16 - engagement party. not mine.

so last night i dreamt i went to an engagement party, but it was really like a real wedding reception, at the beach. it was beautifully decorated. but we had rice, ayam tomato and real tomatoes. that was delicious. taylor swift was there too(who's pretty in an unconventional way) and she got mobbed. mobbed! then some dude came and sat next to me, and someone told me he writes about pets in the papers or a magazine. i think he looked like tyrant, you know, from dooce? dooce's assistant? quite a dish. but then later i guess the person sitting next to him wasn't me at all (it was possible that i was just being in that person's body) because this person and dream-tyrant got together and they were featured in a tattler-like magazine's events & society page. uhh. i don't know either.

i also caught for the first time, the vampire diaries. i still hate it. it was sooo uninteresting. and stefan? he's not dishy at all. he's got bad circles under his eyes! and his hair sticks up too much. so not attractive, and so not what an attractive vampire should look like (but then again, edward looks like this too and girls are just crazy over him, i guess i'm just too old for this). but why couldn't vampire look normal? like ash. i bet he looked normal and sane and typical. except, the, you know, being too beautiful part. i also do not like elena. but girl got really long limbs. we couldn't remember what her other friend's name is in the books - other than bonnie. there was supposed to be two, right, of her best friends? boone as damon did not make my heart flutter either. he was just, meh. and last night i think the scene where he attacked caroline, and then the scene where he and his brother had a talk about how humans are just puppets, those scenes were supposed to depict how ruthless,evil, and scary damon is. but i didn't get that. it was all so ... nothing. there was nothing there.

i wonder if i were to watch buffy at this age, i would feel the same way. don't think so, though. buffy is real. embarrassing at times now that i think about it, but still real. no scratch that. buffy was never embarrassing, i loved every single second of it.

marlo turns one recently and she is just sooooooooooo cute. so cute.

also here is the list of babies i love on the internet:

leta and marlo
juniper and grams
hank
and esme!

oh, and nora

but esme, look at her here:
http://yetanotherbloomingblog.blogspot.com/2010/06/why-yes-you-can-glue-things-to-snails.html

her expression? i die.