july 28 - in the first place
today i wanted to be all "not the usual" and ended up with an extremely bad tudung day. how funny in the car on the way to work i was like "peh. i don't really mind how my tudung looks like, really" but now that it's looking real funny, not so much. maybe i don't mind a lot but people are giving me weird looks.
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i used to think that i am able to strike up interesting conversations with just anybody. i think i'm losing that.
maybe i never had it in the first place.