october 21 - stewing and simmering
my tummy looks like it's 5 month pregnant. gourd dam mit.
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i love singing along to taylor swift's song. apparently i am also fond of bungling up the words. fell in love with a careful man's careless daughter is another different level altogether from fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.
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i don't want to be angry and a defeatist all the time. i would like to try singing a song before gathering up the energy to be angry. but i also previously have tried to think up funny words before being angry. that was a failure demonstrated every single day.
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i go from being "i don't deserve anything"(because i am a horrible, angry person) to ooooooooooh maybe i can have that(anything i like available on online shops) in a matter of 5 seconds. or less. clearly i am a raving lunatic. and crazy.
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i am thrilled that i would be able to see high king peter again in the latest narnia movie but, it's not accurate. a little crushed about that. but peter! kiss your cheeks! lucy all grown up(correct appearance)! edmund so handsome already(correct appearance too). and su - URGH(wrong appearance also).
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i would like to set up a "get crafty" nook to channel my energy away from stewing and simmering angriness.