march 28th - move on
i think i'm 31 days away from turning 31(not sure. MATH IS HARD). so for that occasion(bday) i thought i'd list 31 things i want to do/be or as a start to my lifelist. i've been wanting to do one(lifelist) for ages but it hasn't happened yet. there has been a few false starts, but... yeah, the but. the but that plagues everyone who wants to start a life list, i think. but what if nothing on it is achieved? what then? i think there is a post on this that Maggie,lifelist starter, wrote on. will dig it up later.
i think first and foremost i would like to be confident. confident that i'm doing my best, it could be the right thing, confident to the core of my being, that nothing anyone says will affect this. that anything that anyone says is ok. if it is not pleasant it will be just water off my back like a duck. that i will always know that i have a choice - to cave in, or to move on.(and will always choose move on)