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5th april - agonised over tweeting

last night was momentous. it was pamiedotcom's birthday and since i follow her on twitter, i could send her a birthday tweet. i spent about half an hour(when my cats were all OMG ARE YOU NOT ASLEEP YET, GOURD!) typing and deleting what i would say.
how do you tell a stranger how much she is a part of your life? i have laughed and cried reading this woman online. when taylor was sick, i got worried too. when she got divorced i really got sad. she was in the roller-derby. she is awesome.
finally i settled for : agonised for half an hour about tweeting a stranger who has affected my life positively. pamie, thank you. happy birthday!

and she said: no agonizing over such nice words! you chose good ones, anyway. thank you.

1. she understood my english!
2. she replied my tweet!
3. agonise is still a right spelling, right?

she has no idea how happy she has made me. today was kind of a crappy day, but i go back to this tweet and feel warm all over. (just checked, the aircond is still on)

also, THANK YOU TWITTER. 3 years ago i would have never dreamed that i could "touch" someone so damn far away. this hermit approves.