Turn around Bright Eyes

every now and then i fall apart

october 5th- i love- fred.

john and sherry of young house love has elevated to rock-star status for me because i dreamed i get to go over to their house. we were buddies but i don't see clara or burger over there, but maybe that dream is saved to be the best of all.
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it has been some time long and mimi smartypants is still a follower of my twitter stream. unbelievable. i spew out crap! i have also been tempted many times to name drop that in a tweet, something like, "do you know who i am?? MIMISMARTYPANTS IS MY FOLLOWER" or the most recent: "what's your 'do you know who i am shtick?' mine is mimismartypants follows me on twitter." i'm too shy, though. i would have scared the pants off her i think.
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today is the first day i have succesfully made grilled cheese sandwich for lunch. i hope this sticks! (PLEASE MAKE IT STICK FOR THE LOVE OF CHEESE)
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yesterday a friend related a story about a dude who got splashed by acid because of an x-girlfriend's revenge, and doctors literally had to dig out his eyeballs and seal his eyelids shut, except for a small hole for tears to leak out. oh, man. i can't even... i only have zits and zit scars on my face, and even that brings me down for a few minutes. self, you ONLY have zit and zitscars as problems to your face.
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a new wish: do 10 things everyday (list them)
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i have found persuasion, and apparently there will be no rest for me without reading wentworth's letter to miss a.e- at least once a day. the usual m.o would be: read the letter first, then continue reading where i left off, and before really leaving the book, read the letter one or twice or whatever more times i prefer. CANNOT. GET. ENOUGH. SWOOOOOOOOOOOOONING. (ILOVEYOUFRED!)
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i ate my sammich for lunch. IT WAS DELICIOUS. i even got angry at some people for not leaving their table even when they have finished eating 5 million years ago, because a)i am hungry, insensitive dudes b)there is this delicious sammich i've waited forever to consume c)FOR THE LOVE OF GOURD PEOPLE NEED TO BE SEATING AND EATING. GOURD!