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every now and then i fall apart

september 12 - closure

welp, i am honestly disappointed in how adam and hawa would turn out. another tale of kawin paksa sebab kena tangkap basah? i got turned off. and to think of it, am was only nice to ain because he liked her, not because he is always nice to everyone. it's true everyone is like this, but it would be nice to see someone always being a gentleman no matter how unlady-like a lady is or how much he dislikes her. classic barfy love story - forced marriage, one of them leaving another, another pining for closure/love/togetherness, willingness to wait for the other person "no matter how long it takes" and finally! THE HAPPY ENDING YAY BARF BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARFFF. my sister bought the book and i read the final pages and YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS YUCKS. EWWW GROSS. that is all i have to say about that.

in other news, some past days ago i was obsessing over a couple of washi tapes i was convinced I NEED TO HAVE and as a result, the other day i dreamt about entering a building shaped like a YOOOOOOOGE washi tape dispenser. it was unreal. and it really was shaped like washi tape dispenser.
i wouldn't say the dream was pleasant, but it was not entirely a nightmare either. i wasn't comfortable, that was all that i remembered.

finally, though, if i was forced into marrying someone as hot as aaron aziz in a pilot's uniform and he doesn't hate me? I'LL TAKE IT. I'LL TAKE IT SO HARD UNIVERSE I REALLY WOULD.*

*but not if kena tangkap basah because of extremely stupid assumption from "learned people" and families who did nothing to clear my name even though i am of course absolutely innocent and at this point of my life would and could never have pulled off something as horrendous and horrible and naive and rosak as purposely putting myself in that harm's way. which was what happened to Ain yesterday.

i seriously have issues with girls on television IMMEDIATELY assuming/believing that other girls were TOTALLY GUILTY of doing a crime/bad things JUST BECAUSE they are jealous over a man. this is sick and utterly unnecessary, and just fuels the thought that women just CANNOT wish well for other women. bad form. bad, bad form.