Turn around Bright Eyes

every now and then i fall apart

jan 21 - just in case

i've finished meg rosoff's just in case. i liked it better than the bride's farewell. another book about being a confused teenager. boy, teenagers are confused. they think too much? while i like his imagination(albeit very depressing ones), i dislike that sometimes david-justin was just not aware enough of his surroundings. i mean, at least, 2 people died?! because of his actions? that was weird. and disturbing. i like that rosoff keeps the animals in her books at least alive. since Boy was imaginary i wasn't gutted he went missing-but was very glad he came back.
i say this all the time but it is just so true - meg rosoff is like my favorite actresses rachel mcadams and and bryce dallas howard in the way of the chameleon. different every single time.
i love the ending the most. it made me smile-then chills. seriously, that was the best ending i think i've come across. "for instance, i can see you."
wow.

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i want to improve my handwriting. and not buy anything for reals, for reals, for reals because i have a lot of things, self. like a lot. like NOT KIDDING a lot. the only way i can do this is seriously not see anything. because by not seeing is the only way to prevent me from wanting things i don't know i want until i see it.
seriously i don't even know where love for blings come from. it is so ridiculous and scaring me, actually.