jan 24 - Maulidur Rasul
i blew a fit this morning when i realised i didn't take back my asos muppets cardigan from the laundry yesterday. because i didn't check. because i was terrified i have lost it for good. that i will never get it back and will never get to wear it again. because i loved it.
in the morning of maulidur rasul.
i read somewhere a few days ago people are slaves to a lot of things - money, power, even clothes. "bila diberi pakaian, mereka gembira." Rasulullah warned about being these people.
i shudder. i worry about losing clothes, but i didn't care two hoots about losing pahala and a place in Allah's heaven.