Turn around Bright Eyes

every now and then i fall apart

july 08 - it won't be so bad(is what i keep telling myself)

i had the weirdest dream on the bus. i dreamt we were childhood friends with kfcm the national goalie, and he was rumored to have 4 girls to choose from to be his wife. and he chose me(not part of the 4, obvs). and he was a dream of a husband.

good gourd, mind, you can have the weirdest most silliest and outrageous thoughts, sometimes. no, scratch that. all the time. ALL THE DAMN TIME.

some other thoughts i've had:

i really really love the ocean. i can look at ocean sprays from the boat forever.

i love the beach.

i love island living. might seriously consider living on an island. i'll build some kind of a hatch for the cats to roam free. while i'm out playing sea tourist guide.

i'll be old and live with cats. it won't be so bad.