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every now and then i fall apart

dec 27 - trilogy

it's almost the new gregorian year!

some updates:

this year, somethings came to an end.

month facials at margaret's
boarding/grooming services at cathy.

somethings will also be starting:

me at a new job
me... excerc...ising? i have grown so fat or at least, so heavy. is it a sign that every person i know that looked different, it's because they grown bigger? it's a mirror isn't it. i should really.

i have this thinking in my head that i should get on the treadmill at night. so at least i could go to sleep knowing i "accomplished" something.

have yet to put that into plans. all i know is i HAVE been sitting all kinds of position on the couch watching tv/reading/spending time on that damn idiot phone. yes. i hardly believe myself but the truth is i do spend a lot of time on my iphone doing god knows what. it is sick.

oh it has also been confirmed i have scoliosis. a minor one, but still. SCOLIOSIS LIKE PATTY GILBERT. in my advanced age it is too late to get a brace to impress/horrify all my highschool friends so i am set with this for life. to combat pain/extreme lenguh i cannot wear flats ever again and should jog and do stretching excercises. i try to do. but see: vegging on the couch in front of the tv. sheesh.

currently reading sabriel. i was actually pleased to discover that sabriel is a girl only when i started. i did not immediately gain this knowledge by looking at the cover. so far, okay. kind of dreading the ending because apparently this is a trilogy? i hate delving into a trilogy without first knowing that it is a trilogy.

i want to really, really be kind.