Turn around Bright Eyes

every now and then i fall apart

19th august - NOT

i have a huge crush on zul ariffin on tv3 7pm weekdays mon-thurs. as zill the pilot he is just a hottie. so. hot. like seriously so. hot.

even "wrote" a letter for zill(because he kinda angry at his wife:)
dear you,

i know you're angry, and you've just lost your father. i'll be here as long as you want me to."

hehehe. hampeh.

but anyway, it's good? that i have these feelings? because it means while i am not necessarily thinking about marriage, i'm still interested in dudes. it's not like i've completely lost interest and turning into a lesbian or something.

there. that's what it really is.
is it morbid or is there another word to describe this, something like morbid but does not imply mortality? i don't know that that word is.

weird? weird is only like scratching the surface. but that is exactly what it is.

so don't worry, i'm not interested in turning into a lesbian. if that is what people are worried about.