24th sept - lucky in "love"
i saw a "movie" the other day called lucky in love. it's kind of a weird title because it wasn't really a love story. it's more of a story of how jessica szohr got what she always dreamed of being - a top-notch (i got this from bridget jones, haha) executive boss, and to live in an awesome house(not sure this came with the job). but she was not a good boss and then she realized she's actually lonely in that big, lovely house. and she was blind to the fact that her best friend at work was totes in love with her (for the record, he was normal and straightforward but really, really supports her in everything so that shows he was into her).
anyway it was quite a good movie in showing how to be a good boss, and how teamworks...works. and also something that jessica realized - when fantasy becomes reality it's not all what you fantasized it to be.
i was applying it to my own life as well.
promoted - sure, the pay is now close to what i envisioned would be enough for my weekly spendings. but the work - yikes. a million things to do, responsible for a lot of things, if i mess things up, things are A LOT WORSE than before. fantasy - plush! reality - tenfold.
with cats too -fantasy = i have cats. reality = they could pee everywhere.
so i should be thankful that the fantasies is now a reality but have to remember that reality is not a fantasy.
thank you jessica szohr and other casts.