2nd january - new
2nd january 2015.
apparently january has been declared the start of a new year by the roman emperor julius caesar, to honor the god janus, two faced god, who symbolizes openings, gates, whose faces faced the past and the future. the pagans celebrate by building a bonfire, and going around it singing and blowing trumpets at midnight.
telling myself: everything is hard unless by grace of Allah who makes it easy. Everything is by His reason and He knows things that i do not know, and gives me what i need even though i do not like it.