1st december - spree spree spree
i think a lot about girlgonechild's family. i think archer, fable and revi are all the same and belongs to the family entirely. bo is something like a sprite dropped onto the family by, like a fairy. she is so different, sounds so wild, uncontrollable. i think about how living with bo is. judging, of course, but i think always on edge.
me and masyoo are into coloring books of late, and mess was all full of disdain over it. she couldn't fathom the point whatsoever. i don't think there ever was a point. i wanted to say, today's life is so crazy and there are a lot of things beyond control, but in coloring there IS control and that brings solace and comfort. that's why it is for me. and after i found a coloring book that is full of cats i'm just like, BYE FELICIA OTHER COLORING BOOKS! except for dany's pages from the official game of thrones coloring book, i would be all over that. wish someone would buy it and gift me only her pages.
things are also crazy and buying things i like is a control for me, so i've been doing a lot of that. things i have bought purely for my pleasure with only 3 times a thought:
ilovecrafty x pony people necklaces (TWO!!) and a ring
hnm sequin cat sweatshurt (involving cats misspells are a must)
quay aussie's girly talk sunglasses (when do i ever wear sunglasses? i don't know. they are kind of cat shaped and i just went for it after reading a story on humansofny instagram)
ponypeople lavender cat brooch ooops
and i think the biggest - a bracelet from thevamoose! OMG. i have only lusted after things from thevamoose for five years and counting.
these things, they make me happy. the end.
oh also, thoughts on once upon a time:
i hate HATE what emma is becoming right now but i also have belief that she will pull through and now we know why she's doing what she's doing OMG TWO DARK ONES AND ONE OF THEM IS KILLIAN? *))(#^@)#&@@$(70q good one, writers, good one, and Zelena has the best lines she made me laugh 80% of the time and how can anyone hate merida? if there is one thing OUAT gets it right EVERY TIME is the casting of the characters.
and,
killian wears all those rings he have because they are trophies of his killing spree. ok. good to know, and i guess mine is... i just want to be like killian and have all those pretty jewels on the digits.
been watching tuan anas mikhail and, if someone like aaron aziz is saying flirty things and giving me those smouldering looks, i will write a letter to him with contents such as 'I LIKE YOU AND IF YOU LIKE ME LET'S GET MARRIED IF YOU DON'T TELL ME STRAIGHT I WILL NEVER BOTHER YOU AGAIN'. because seriously. hottie town. i guess he is really really good at playing "the best guy ever you'd want" even when he is like multiple times older than whomever opposite him.