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every now and then i fall apart

29th march - although

not sure why but recently i've started reading gomi cupcakesandcashmere. i love emily but reading the forums, kinda see the point they're making, haha. anyway, she is now in Tokyo and its quite true she hasn't done everything Japan in a major way. not even sushi eating but she has consumed pastries and dimsum, which is kind of funny. they don't seem to do much, too. haha. and she does seem obsessed with the strawberries.

on the other hand, christinawinkleman and her husband seems to be living my dream tokyo trip. she went to puroland, the cat temple, disneyland and sea, did purikura etc etc... so different.

speaking of trips, taza went on a paris trip for 48 hours without josh and the kids. color me jealous! i mean, i'm jealous all the time of her anyway. but paris in a whirlwind sounds magical.

recently i googled how to pose for a fat girl and i mean it. i look fat in all pictures. not that i am not fat in not pictures but if the camera could give me a break, why not. but maybe there is no use. i am fat so

i yell at myself a lot because life as me is not great at all. although i have a job, a family, cats, money,

yeah.