Turn around Bright Eyes

every now and then i fall apart

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Sobering to realise this year you turn 38, but you’re still such a failure at adulting. You have the emotional quotient of a 16 year old. Always like to emo, feeling of entitlement, things should always go your way. It’s never your fault but horrible things always happen to you. No one understands you. Others always have it better. You haven’t achieved anything and “being good at taking care of cats” doesn’t count. You suck. Still suck. At 16 things will get better because you could grow wiser but at 38?
You should grow up but you can’t even know how.