Turn around Bright Eyes

every now and then i fall apart

21st jan - hindsight

we now have a baby in the house.

i forgot to put in my last entry, i was also disappointed in poe because he did not show any remorse for being the cause of death of every bombers in the raid. he wasn't even sorry (or did not show, no idea if he cried himself to sleep few nights after that). bad form, poe. you are demoted to bff, not boyfriend.

i've been thinking about going to kyoto and spending like 7 days or a little bit more just staying in kyoto and going rounds from there. i looked up kyoto day trips and it turned out the first time i went, massqi actually made plans that covered all of that. too bad i was too scared to really appreciate it all back then. i was also thinking a lot about myself (NO DUH AND STILL DOING IT ROLL EYES EMOJI) so i really missed what i should have appreciated more. so now i want to go back. alone though? maybe i don't mind but the truth is i don't want to spend more than 3 days by myself.

i thought 2018 would be the year i can rollerblade well.