22nd feb - realest
i thought about at 38, how shallow i am.
i really don't have anything to show for and again, i don't think "taming cat skills" is something to be really proud of, at 38.
38 is
a lot people are accomplished at 38.
i wonder if i'll feel 38 when i'm 48? because right now my mind is behaving like 28.
that's the most disturbing thought ever but it's the realest truth.