Turn around Bright Eyes

every now and then i fall apart

4th september - i dont feel alive

getting more zombier by the day.

even when i eat, after a time, it's like i don't feel any satisfaction.

walking, i see a lot of people and sometimes, it makes me sad. because there are old people that seem to be worse for wear, blind people, OKU people, they are so different from me, an able bodied person and yet... and yet i have the gall to feel sad and just... zombified.

there is something wrong with me.