27th dec - now
I think my word for 2020 is suppress. Hopefully not the negative vibe that will cause more harm. Suppress as in be more accepting about things i cannot control or dictate. And let things happen by itself. Not triggered to fix because i am sure i am right. Or this is how its supposed to be. My way.
I’m already finding myself abandoning writing emails that take too long to write, especially if that email is to specifically tell how it should be or demanding specific answers. That’s a step in the right direction i hope.
Work-wise, to let people do their own thing or see how they are taking it more than 3/4 through before stepping in and directing.
It’s not about starting in the new year, even. It’s starting now.