Turn around Bright Eyes

every now and then i fall apart

20th jan - gross

jordan ferney recently turned 40 years old, and must have held an epic birthday party.
i didnt realise she is the same age as me.

i mean, at the age of 40, she has achieved getting married, having 3 kids, opening business, owning two? houses, has lived in paris for a year, opened a lot of business ventures, and seemingly always exhausting for more. currently on a 1 year "break" to travel the whole world, kids included. at the age of 40.

at the age of 40, i've worked with a single company my whole life, only recently promoted to seniority, still live with parents, never been in a relationship, seemingly have the EQ of a 13 yr old, takes care of cats, have cats died.

it's gross.