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every now and then i fall apart

8th dec - too tired

there are days when i just want to give up on everything and just see what happens. melo keeps peeing on the carpet. is she sick? are there signs that i miss? that i should look out? but i am tired. i am honestly tired. i want things to be ok 100% all the time. i guess its too much to ask or i dont deserve it. after all the positive thinking i tried to apply. after learning charlie died yesterday and reflecting, i'm back to square one. losing hope. losing faith. too tired. exhausted.